Stupid Stupid Stupid

Ok I know its been a while since I've written anything but its only been what 20 plus days and I already broke the phone I just got to replace the phone I broke.  I'm so terrible with phones its not even funny.  I don't understand what goes on in this beautiful head of mine.  I should be seen never heard, eh?

Whoa, a little canadian there.

So I found out a close friend of mine is expecting a young'n and I'm kinda excited.  Maybe cause its a girl or maybe cause its a baby but I am happy for her despite what situations I've been through in the past with babies.  My mom got all weird and started talking about sex and I had to just pretend I had something to do.

Sofie has been going to work with me for the past few days.  She's a little weird though.  She doesn't really like playing with other dogs but has the greatest time by herself.  Then when big dogs bark she does this funny eye squint that I love.  She makes me want to squeeze her cute little face.

I've got a myspace again, unfortunately, or finally...whichever.  I don't know.  I only decided to get it because I actually feel ok with having my crap posted up for all to see and lust after.  I just hated having it when I was really depressed cause there were people on there who would take advantage of my feelings at the time and also cause everything you never wanted to know is on there and will dig at you till you die slowly.  Great Networking tool Tom.

Frustration Constipation

Everything has just gone bonkers in the past few days.  My phone has completely imploded, my car is a jerk, I'm getting sick, I haven't slept, I'm having social issues, and now at this current moment I am sitting here waiting to get out of jury duty.  This is the second friggin time I've had to do this and I cannot will myself to be optimistic so I'm entertaining myself right now with my laptop.  

After jury duty now I have to go out and buy a new phone because the dang thing won't even pretend to turn on.  I'm so frustrated with the whole situation because I was waiting until my contract was up to go ahead and 

upgrade.  But now it seems that I have to pay the extra amount because I have absolutely no phone and no way for work to contact me and no way to call if something happens.  Hopefully AT&T can fix my phone or at least give me a Pantech Duo (or something with a QWERTY keyboard) for under $100.

Sofie had another tick on her last night.  Its just another friggin thing added to my pile of ridiculousness.  I just want to go to sleep for hours and hours.  I'm so sick of sleeping one hour and then downing a Red Bull because I don't have the time to even think about a good night's rest.  Even last night my dream was about me having to wake up.  WTF?  School starts in a week, I have no books, I'm completely lost and completely annoyed with the world.  Everyone sucks and I just want to punch bunnies in the eye.