Memories..on the corners of my mind

So Brad and I have moved into our own place here in nasty ole Kissimmee. Okay, so its not that bad but I'd rather be somewhere else. Somewhere with snow and where the leaves change. I miss Wisconsin.

Now that we've moved out of that disgusting house of a person I refuse to name...our relationship has really turned into something else. Not that it was bad before but I feel more like I want and need to be around him more. It's weird cause usually when you're around someone so much you get tired of them.

I think about the past alot. Before I came back to Florida. And yes I miss it sometimes, but then I remember when me and Brad had our first date and also, I remember the reason why I had to come back to Florida.

I think mostly I miss being skinnier, more carefree, and having less responsibility. Now I have to pay my own bills, budget, go to the store, make decisions, and actually WORK for a living to actually sustain a normal life. As I always say, maybe if I lose weight I'll feel much better.

But we saw how well that worked out before right?